Waiting is... Horrible. Even more waiting for someone.
I get worried and stressed for nothing, waiting to even just get back the message of someone is, hard. Pretty hard in some case. Even more when it's been a while, and you know that the pal feel bad. It's horrible, h o r i b l e Like, ughhhh for fuck’ sake, you just wait here, waiting for a sign of life; worrying way too much.
the worst is still when you worry, for something... and that something happened...